lotr meme - six bro/otps (5/6) ↬ Faramir and Éowyn
“I do not know what is happening. The reason of my waking mind tells me that great evil has befallen and we stand at the end of days. But my heart says nay; and all my limbs are light, and a hope and joy are come to me that no reason can deny. Eowyn, Eowyn, White Lady of Rohan, in this hour I do not believe that any darkness will endure!’ And he stooped and kissed her brow.”
I am very frustrated with people not saying what they mean and not being who they say. I am very frustrated with people, in similar fashion as myself, having no idea how to make decisions, particularly in which the desires of one’s heart conflict with the obvious, intelligent “should.” I want to eat the truth. Then maybe I could attach myself to it. Get to know it a bit better. Why must I endure so much spitting? Of words and of emotions and of my own screaming, tearing confusion. And make no sense. K leaves tomorrow. Eight ay em. I still have a key to our place. All my stuff is still there. Packed and ready. This is week two of packed and ready. L went from clingy little fuck to passive, snide douche as I had originally planned on him being. Sucks, cus I thought that maybe he had transcended that beautiful asshole stereotype because he really had that douchey-looking, yet beautiful kindhearted soul bit on lock. I bought it. Now I’m just very confused. Not that anyone ever thought he deserved any more time than he was given, but hey. I feel fucked. Not the first time. Just want my head to stop spinning and to know, for sure, which reality is true. Time, money, and space. Wasted or just not yet justified? Ugh.
scream it at me. loudly and clearly. enunciate. then break it down for the girl how to fix it.
Stars will guide me home #love #tattoedgirl #nape